The Deffinition Of...

Insanity. I'm sick and fucking tired of people doing this shit: doing somehting they thought they liked or loved, something happened, they hate it, leave it permanently, then somehow end up doing it agian with enjoyment.
A good example? Relationships. Say a girl goes out with a guy, and they date for a while, but the guy breaks it off, and the girl hates him for it. but hes still playing her like he has been for the longest time. So that hatred lingers on, till the boy once again tricks that stupid girl into loveing him again. And then it happens again, and again, and again.

The very deffinition of insanity people, is doing the same thing over and over expecting a different result. The guy is of course at fault for being a manipulative dickface, but the girl is just fucking stupid. She keeps falling for it over and over expecting a different result. This, my friends, is one of the types of idiots I most hate.

People don't realise their mistakes from the past, and keep doing it, never changing, thinking everythign willl tunr out fine if they just keep going and don't pay attention. Well, sorry, but theres a railing on the road and you've just about hit it. If you hit a brick wall, do you keep hitting it? Or do you not stop and go, "Oh, theres a brick wall there, maybe I should go around." 
This is what those idiots do, they act like the cartoon that just keeps getting up and hitting that wall again.

The majority of people do this, its even written in history, politcal attempts gone wrong, but new leaders make the same mistakes and do it agian, or people building in places that flood or get destroyeed every year.
Theres a difference between being stubborn, sticking up for yourself, and being just plain stupid.

With hope that even the small amout of people who read this actually give a shit:

Suck it bittersweet, bitches.

Valentines Day Blitz:First Time Wonder

So, this valentines day was the first time I've ever done anything special with anyone. I was expecting something low key from my man, but he outdid himself. Got me an adorable card, made me melt, got me a heart shaped box of chocolates, we had planned to go skating at some rink before we found out that all the places were closing early, we stood outside in the rain for an hour while his sister came to pick us up. That wasn't too bad though, because we agreed to go on this weekend. (I kickass when it comes to iceskating!)
Then he suprised me by taking me to my favorite Pizza place: Old chicago, and we roamed the city for an hour while we waited for my ride to come. At home, we snuggled and played around: Said I love you for the first time :)

I may be straight-minded, and I may believe this holiday is just a fake Hallmark advartisement. But This day turned out amazing anyways.
I'm lucky to have a guy as amazing as him <3
Through all of this, I notised something... He knows me better than anyone does.
Anyone and Everyone else, I can easily fool, When I'm in pain, or upset, its pretty easy for me to diverse everyone away from me, I dont let people around me when I get like that.
But he knows exactly whats going on, he won't let me be alone. And its kind of nice.
He recognnises the things i do when I get some way. Like if I'm upset he knows cause I'll be abnormaly quiet or have some distictive look on my face. When I want to say something, but then decide against it, he knows and won't stop bugging me till I let it out.
Hes that person Ive been looking for, that person who does what I need him to, knows me better than I know myself, and i know him pretty well too. For once... I feel complete.
Kinda a nice Valentines day huh? :3

Suck it bittersweet, bitches.